Me Next, Me next please...

It is truly baby season, or that's how it looks from my vantage point. Babies, babies being born all around me. Yesterday while at work I visited with a couple from the ward that had just welcomed their first child. A month before you're due you are supposed to pre-register with the admissions department. I had some free time so I did that today. Well on my way back to the elevator I ran into a couple that was in our childbirth preparation class. She was in labor and they were trying to speed things along by walking. I cannot explain the jealousy that came over me upon seeing them in their present situation. I wanted to imediately switch places with them, yes I wanted to be in the worst pain of my life. I want to meet my daughter, hear her cry for the first time, change her first diapers(crazy person), fall in love with her smell, etc. I need a distraction! Oh but wait I'm moving and have packing and un-packing in my very near future, oh yeah I have school 3 days a week, oh that's right, I'm still working too. Goodness with all that's going on elsewhere in my life I am completely absorbed by one thing and one thing only...Birth day!